Watermelon, yummm

I finally worked out!

it felt so great to finally get started again
Yeahhh..I could feel it right when I started
but I pushed myself to keep up with it because I know if I want to do well, I have to try
I'm going to have to tone it down because "Core Rhythms" (as seen on TV) is challenging
I remember when I used to think it was easy..
hopefully that day comes back soon
nooo these are not Christmas colors, its more, like a watermelon =p
p.s. I dropped french today, and that took off a tonnn of stress
p.p.s. I'm working on making my blogs here shorter and not just aimless rambling
--like i do when i talk--
Thanks for being my friend ;)

Oh Yeah *** I want to get my haircut but idk how, this is when it was shorter
not the shortest its ever been by any means, but any advice would be lovely =)

No more Fluff

No more fluff!

All last week, I could not stop thinking about how I want my heart to be on fire for God again, and how much I want to fall in love with him all over again!
I'm sure some of you know what I mean.

Now it's just a matter of making it happen, and making a change in my life. I've been lazy. SO LAZY! Going through all these things, thinking I can do it on my own kind of deal. It's not that I drifted from God on purpose, I guess things were going so great in my life then, that I stopped thanking God for helping me out

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Verb: "It's what you do"

Even though right now I am completely wound up about starting all these things like my relationship with God and taking care of myself, I know it's still going to be WAY hard. My friend Clare and I have been talking a ton about this lately, and we just really want to be healthy. I've already been doing bad. I can't seem to Start! So. today I finally did take the first step, and I'm going to say right now that I WILL workout tomorrow

I'm going to be holding myself accountable on here, since I'm online all the time.

1. No new video post until I exercise 5 days in a row

2. Posting a Blog at least every other day (not about to set myself up for too much failure)

3. Prove to people and MYSELF that I can make things
happen for my own life if I really want them to

If you read this, your awesome
prayers comments, messages on youtube, anything would be helping me in ways you couldn't begin to imagine! <3>

This Prayer someone emailed me

It was one of those @fw emails, I almost didn't even read it, but then considering who it was from, I knew she meant something by the words in the prayer. I hope this might help you, as it did for me

> Dear God:
> The girl reading this
> is beautiful, classy and
> strong, and I love her.
> Help her live her life to the fullest.
> Please promote her and cause her to excel above her
> expectations.
> Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible
> to love.
> Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you
> the most. and
> let her know when she walks with you,
> She will always be safe.
> Love you Girl!!!!
> Now you're on the clock!!!!
> In 9 minutes something will make you happy.  ;-)
> But you have to tell 9 sisters you love them, including me.


((You don't have to do the whole clock thing, but I would love it if we could keep spreading this
Message))

<3 Kristin

Tester

sorry, i know you all know me from youtube but looks like there is a new embed this channel button and i was curious to see what it looked like, here goes nothing

Clearing my head so I can study

Woooo
These are my last exams that I will have to take as a senior.
It's killing me, I really do not want to study but I know that I need to!
And I will study, it's just taking a lot longer to get there than i anticipated. It just seems like the nights are going to fast now, its already 8.


This got me thinking about what it would be like to not be in school..I mean, It's going to be so odd. To think that school is basically all we know, even if we do have a job, or extra curricular activities. I cannot wrap my mind around finally getting out of this school. I remember when I was younger, in elementary school, looking up to the seniors like "Wow, they are soo cool, i want to be like them." and "Man thats sooo far away, its never going to come!"


Now, here I am..senior year, and it's almost over. I am not sure that I'm the senior I wanted to be when I was younger. If anything, I would want to be remembered for the senior who was usually always happy, and tried to make others happy and feel included.

I really have no clue what I'm going to be doing after but I know that I want to help people. I really want to make a difference, and I feel that doing something with Missions is where God might want me. My Band director has been a big help, and is helping me scope out options for what I can do when I graduate. I believe there is a recruiter coming soon who is going to talk to be about not only being in the band (because that way i could get some money, its not what i want to do for my whole life) but also looking into other professions within the military that might be suitable for me.

You have to understand that this director has been like a dad to me throughout high school. And he is one that also mentioned me doing military before I even told him it was a consideration, and also he thought maybe even full time and make that my profession.


I'm not really sure how I feel about all of this, all I know is that right now my school work is important and I have not been making it a priority mainly because I've been letting other things distract me (more than just skype and youtube). I'm not too young to be thinking about these things. Whenever people told me that, the years just seemed to roll by, and here I am with no clue what I'm doing. (this is where I need to just take it to God tbh) if you read any part of this, maybe this is the part to read. I'm not saying that you have to know what you want to do right now by any means! But don't just slide it off, keep thinking about the things that you enjoy, and whatever else intrests you.

Don't let other people write your life story. If there is something you want to do and are passionate about it (willing, it is safe and wont hurt other people) then go for it. If you are determined enough, you will be able to get what you want.

Save Me

2 Corinthians 1:3-5 (New International Version)

The God of All Comfort

3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ

the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort,

4who comforts us in all our troubles,

so that we can comfort those in any trouble

with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.

5For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives,

so also through Christ

our comfort overflows.

The Master Procrastinator

Kristin

man i really need to get started on this homework, but….. lol

my family is watching the football game, i thought it was over, but i guess i was wrong

10:27pmPatrick

oh kristin, your such a procrastonator :p

10:27pmKristin

the best

get this

THIS is how great i am at it lol

chase had to go outside, so i thought ok ok ill get a little break

(this is at about 5) and then i decided to try and teach him how to bring his leash to me

so i would put the loop on his tail, so it would curl into it LOL, and then he looked like he REALLY had to go outside so i quickly took him out

and then i decided to try to teach him again and record it..and getting the camera out was a bad idea, i then recorded me singing a scale kind of, but in different places for different notes and i was going to make a weird song out of it

10:30pm

hahaha

10:30pmKristin

THEN i decided to spin around in circles until i fell, and after that i made all the alphabet letters with my body

i got a REAL bad headache after the spinning, and i still have one, its just gotten worse

10:31pmPatrick

omg. i am laughing so hard right now.

not at you having a headache

but at the whole situation

it is quite humerous

10:31pmKristin

LOL

yeah, if i didnt have a camera, none of that would have happened

and since i still have a headache i havent been able to do my hw lol

therefore i would like to think i am The Master Procrastinator

*i would like to note that I am procrastinating by doing this right now*

have you ever had one of those days where you just want to tell
EVERYONE how happy you are

The interwebs

Oh where do I even begin
I decided to give a little call to me friend thatzak..tried pranking, being some asian person
(since i guess i look like one..)

And well, i laughed, and my brother heard me and decided to come up and ask "who are you talking to"

So I told him my friend zach, long story short, he started talking to me about the internet
and said that I've taken this internet thing too far

It was really bumming me out..just the way he went about telling me and then said "i've been there, I've been a senior before" This really doesnt have much to do with being a senior..maybe the procrastination thing, but not the internet. When I first started off, I was very cautious about everything I do on the internet. I still try and be very careful. I block the creepers, and even though it would be cool to have a bigger audience, I'm content, and if there are weirdo's that I know of...I won't acknowledge them.

BlogTV happened before youtube, but youtube followed quickly after, I didn't even know what a subscriber was. Now I have some people who I really enjoy talking with. I can relate with these people even better than I can with my friends in real life. Pathetic, maybe, but hey. The internet is also a place where you can find people like you, and its great for that...I'm surprised he hasn't said anything about my dad's online dating thing..i mean SERIOUSLY>..my dad was dating a woman in China- even considered moving there..

Anyways, I'm sitting here, trying to do my hw, which I've been saying all day..and It's already Monday. I'll probably be up all night- since I haven't been sleeping until 6:30 am lately anyways

I really love talking to everyone that I get to talk to, so thanks for putting up with me, when no one here wants to..This is the place I go because no one at home will really talk to me. And when I do talk, I just get ignored anyways, so I kind of stopped with that. I love you guys, and Idk who will even see this but, I feel like maybe I can accomplish something now.

Does This Work?

Skype Blog? Yes It is

1. Oh my golly! We have not talked in awhile, but I have played some good games with you. Iminlikewithyou :D

2. I never thought I would get to talk to you. I would see your name in all the blogtv rooms and then i saw you has a lot of subs and thought eeeek. now i found out you really dont live in the US?!

3. Oh how i miss talking to youuuuu! It's been forever, and im jealous that you all got to go to that gathering. PJ Party again soon?

4. Your good at blockles....a little toooooo good

5. I would like some candy please ;)

6. You were my first ever online friend, and although we haven't talked in awhile, I hope your life is treating you well. You are awesome, and I hope the best for you =)

7. You randomly added me on skype, and i couldnt believe it. Blogtv is where I first heard of you, and I then thought you were a pretty good guy. you've been through somethings, but i hope we can talk more sometime

8. your a goober

9. You and your pervertedness LOL jk jk, you always try to be a gentleman around me, and i really do appreciate that, thanks :D

10. Schnoogems, you are so sweet, and Sometimes when i brush my teeth, i think about your video when you did it, it makes me giggle---idk why i called you that. i dont think we have EVER been in a call together though :(

11. DMA FTW oh yes! Too many great memories I have had with you, I cant express in words. We need to have a WPU call soon

12. You used to like me ;) Now you have a gf and are never online-Saturday Woop

13. Oh Good Gravy, We had a girl night in Alex's blogtv room after he left, and it was so great, just watching movies while only typing to you 2, one great memory :)

14. I'm jealous that you are really good friends with some people lol, i havent been on skype in awhile, and i feel like ive missed out on so much. I also felt so rude when we first got on a call together

15. You are so sweet, we never really talk, but I think your pretty awesome

16. one call together, we played blockles, your really good with spelling :D lol
blazin Amazin? mhmm i think so

17. (who are you?)=katie...Cade..you Jokester..

18. You have an english accent, and can do handstands very well

19. Wooooooo You rock my socks off...thats all i really know how to put it :D But you are really good at blockles also, and you love being in skype calls :D (im jealous about the youtube karaoke thing, not gonna lie) This is really obvious, lol and it might make it funny..ok i want to go to the next canada gathering! <3 <3 <3

20. You were oped in someones room, and i thought you were super cool...now i dont really talk to you, but im sure you are still nice

21. you have great friends

22. LOL You got skype because I said i would be "skypin all night long" with Jared, i think you were jealous???

23. as soon as you got your computer, you also got on skype, sorry we never talk

24. your not....nahhhh who are you?

25. now, YOU are the best at blockles, and you know how to make me laugh, even though sometimes its creepy i love being sarcastic with you :D

26. You know me from YouTube, and I felt bad for not adding you as a friend, so i added you, but your never on

27. Oh i would really love to talk to you more, your great, and my friends think your great, so your greatxA LOT

28. You did a dance for me, kind of on BlogTV..after Levi poked you into doing it some more, I felt loved, hope your doing well

29. idk you..dont think you will read this anyways--but this is about you :p

30. Your my brother...We skyped when you were in Iraq...and that was all.

31. Jamie, you rock

32. you have a lovely singing voice...i dont like it too much, but i say i do. i havent talked to you in months

33. Youuuu are very mature, funny and :D Love you

34. LOL You said you blocked me. you are still on my contacts list as a ? but i still like to think that someday I will be unblocked

35. Blogtv chats have been great with you. Hope we get to talk more, i think we will be good friends also :)

36. You were also one of the first people I started talking to online, and then you came into my blogtv show onetime and i was like ok ok....got the be cooooool :p although i was in a tent...i guess thats what i think cool is?

37. Your very talented, we have never talked on here before, but you called me sister once, and i thought that was hilarious!

38. your a very sweet boy

39. Thanks for coming to almost all my blogtv shows, I really enjoy getting to talk with you

40. crien team member, you all rock! Thanks for helping us with the WPU website for sending files

41. you knew just how to make me look like a fool..but i thought that If i succeed at doing those things, it would have ruined your game ruining. I think i succeeded. Your pretty cool though, i guess :D

42. Thanks for letting me spill to you sometimes,being one of my first friends on here, and especially for helping me around this youtube thing. Love talking to ya, haven't talked to you in awhile though :(

43. New friends, and hopfully we will help each other with this skype addiction. its going to me mega hard :( but i think that there has to be something we can do about it (send me a skype message and we can think of something LOL) span>