This Prayer someone emailed me

It was one of those @fw emails, I almost didn't even read it, but then considering who it was from, I knew she meant something by the words in the prayer. I hope this might help you, as it did for me

> Dear God:
> The girl reading this
> is beautiful, classy and
> strong, and I love her.
> Help her live her life to the fullest.
> Please promote her and cause her to excel above her
> expectations.
> Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible
> to love.
> Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you
> the most. and
> let her know when she walks with you,
> She will always be safe.
> Love you Girl!!!!
> Now you're on the clock!!!!
> In 9 minutes something will make you happy.  ;-)
> But you have to tell 9 sisters you love them, including me.


((You don't have to do the whole clock thing, but I would love it if we could keep spreading this
Message))

<3 Kristin

Tester

sorry, i know you all know me from youtube but looks like there is a new embed this channel button and i was curious to see what it looked like, here goes nothing

Clearing my head so I can study

Woooo
These are my last exams that I will have to take as a senior.
It's killing me, I really do not want to study but I know that I need to!
And I will study, it's just taking a lot longer to get there than i anticipated. It just seems like the nights are going to fast now, its already 8.


This got me thinking about what it would be like to not be in school..I mean, It's going to be so odd. To think that school is basically all we know, even if we do have a job, or extra curricular activities. I cannot wrap my mind around finally getting out of this school. I remember when I was younger, in elementary school, looking up to the seniors like "Wow, they are soo cool, i want to be like them." and "Man thats sooo far away, its never going to come!"


Now, here I am..senior year, and it's almost over. I am not sure that I'm the senior I wanted to be when I was younger. If anything, I would want to be remembered for the senior who was usually always happy, and tried to make others happy and feel included.

I really have no clue what I'm going to be doing after but I know that I want to help people. I really want to make a difference, and I feel that doing something with Missions is where God might want me. My Band director has been a big help, and is helping me scope out options for what I can do when I graduate. I believe there is a recruiter coming soon who is going to talk to be about not only being in the band (because that way i could get some money, its not what i want to do for my whole life) but also looking into other professions within the military that might be suitable for me.

You have to understand that this director has been like a dad to me throughout high school. And he is one that also mentioned me doing military before I even told him it was a consideration, and also he thought maybe even full time and make that my profession.


I'm not really sure how I feel about all of this, all I know is that right now my school work is important and I have not been making it a priority mainly because I've been letting other things distract me (more than just skype and youtube). I'm not too young to be thinking about these things. Whenever people told me that, the years just seemed to roll by, and here I am with no clue what I'm doing. (this is where I need to just take it to God tbh) if you read any part of this, maybe this is the part to read. I'm not saying that you have to know what you want to do right now by any means! But don't just slide it off, keep thinking about the things that you enjoy, and whatever else intrests you.

Don't let other people write your life story. If there is something you want to do and are passionate about it (willing, it is safe and wont hurt other people) then go for it. If you are determined enough, you will be able to get what you want.

Save Me

2 Corinthians 1:3-5 (New International Version)

The God of All Comfort

3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ

the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort,

4who comforts us in all our troubles,

so that we can comfort those in any trouble

with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.

5For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives,

so also through Christ

our comfort overflows.

The Master Procrastinator

Kristin

man i really need to get started on this homework, but….. lol

my family is watching the football game, i thought it was over, but i guess i was wrong

10:27pmPatrick

oh kristin, your such a procrastonator :p

10:27pmKristin

the best

get this

THIS is how great i am at it lol

chase had to go outside, so i thought ok ok ill get a little break

(this is at about 5) and then i decided to try and teach him how to bring his leash to me

so i would put the loop on his tail, so it would curl into it LOL, and then he looked like he REALLY had to go outside so i quickly took him out

and then i decided to try to teach him again and record it..and getting the camera out was a bad idea, i then recorded me singing a scale kind of, but in different places for different notes and i was going to make a weird song out of it

10:30pm

hahaha

10:30pmKristin

THEN i decided to spin around in circles until i fell, and after that i made all the alphabet letters with my body

i got a REAL bad headache after the spinning, and i still have one, its just gotten worse

10:31pmPatrick

omg. i am laughing so hard right now.

not at you having a headache

but at the whole situation

it is quite humerous

10:31pmKristin

LOL

yeah, if i didnt have a camera, none of that would have happened

and since i still have a headache i havent been able to do my hw lol

therefore i would like to think i am The Master Procrastinator

*i would like to note that I am procrastinating by doing this right now*

have you ever had one of those days where you just want to tell
EVERYONE how happy you are

The interwebs

Oh where do I even begin
I decided to give a little call to me friend thatzak..tried pranking, being some asian person
(since i guess i look like one..)

And well, i laughed, and my brother heard me and decided to come up and ask "who are you talking to"

So I told him my friend zach, long story short, he started talking to me about the internet
and said that I've taken this internet thing too far

It was really bumming me out..just the way he went about telling me and then said "i've been there, I've been a senior before" This really doesnt have much to do with being a senior..maybe the procrastination thing, but not the internet. When I first started off, I was very cautious about everything I do on the internet. I still try and be very careful. I block the creepers, and even though it would be cool to have a bigger audience, I'm content, and if there are weirdo's that I know of...I won't acknowledge them.

BlogTV happened before youtube, but youtube followed quickly after, I didn't even know what a subscriber was. Now I have some people who I really enjoy talking with. I can relate with these people even better than I can with my friends in real life. Pathetic, maybe, but hey. The internet is also a place where you can find people like you, and its great for that...I'm surprised he hasn't said anything about my dad's online dating thing..i mean SERIOUSLY>..my dad was dating a woman in China- even considered moving there..

Anyways, I'm sitting here, trying to do my hw, which I've been saying all day..and It's already Monday. I'll probably be up all night- since I haven't been sleeping until 6:30 am lately anyways

I really love talking to everyone that I get to talk to, so thanks for putting up with me, when no one here wants to..This is the place I go because no one at home will really talk to me. And when I do talk, I just get ignored anyways, so I kind of stopped with that. I love you guys, and Idk who will even see this but, I feel like maybe I can accomplish something now.